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Masochist

from Nature vs Nurture by Aescer

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You can ring me all you like but I won't pick up the phone
I know I said that I would stay but that was yesterday
And now you have pushed me to my knees and I can't take you anymore.
I know you are afraid but I did just what you said.
It's not my fault that you were torn and now our writing's on the wall.

Yes I tortured you I know through irresponsibility,
But I loved you like the rest and I wish that you could see
For a while you were mine, though we never would be fine.
It was such a bad day but for a while I could say
That we could ignore the pain and it felt like we were sane.

And I'm sorry, so sorry for everything. I won't lie to you.
I'm sorry for everything. I won't lie to you.

You were never going to be just a simple masochist
And I wish that I had seen all the bruises on your fist.
Boiling water under tables, what a mess but I was there
Watching you, helping you
I hope you see it's true I never meant to damage you.

I'd like to help you once again
I'd like to help you to stay sane
But it will never be the same.

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from Nature vs Nurture, released October 26, 2014

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Aescer Huddersfield, UK

Aescer is a north based upcoming artist and producer. Heavily influenced by Tori Amos, Aescer is mainly a pianist writing songs ranging from gentle acoustic piano tones, through acoustic and electric guitar, to incredibly sequenced digital tracks. Though his music is incredibly varies Aescer maintains a continuous style throughout tracks. Lyrically he tackles issues of mental health and sexuality. ... more

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