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Alive by Analysis

from Nature vs Nurture by Aescer

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Hello my innocence, how nice to find you.
I wish I could trust you and not have to hide you.
I'll mould you and mind you; don't want to despise you
I'm alive by analysis of all that decides you.
I never thought I was afraid till I met you,
And now do I fear you or just want to be you?
I never thought I was insane till I felt you
But now that I've seen you run hands down her spine I will

Hold on to all my
Childish dreams, my hopes and my fears and I'll
Hold on, yes I'll hold on and
I'll find you watching, and I'll find you waiting
I held your hand whenever you asked me
So please turn your back now it's your turn to help me.
But who's going to find me and who's going to wake me?
And who's going to be me to those that still need me?

Oh and I need you to love me and I need you to show me.
Please don't break my ideals; I won't come when you call.

Something's escaped and it's lose in my head
And I wish I could blot out the words that it said.
I'm too tired to fight and I'm too weak to care
As my lips start to believing there's no more despair
And now pills are not working, no, pills must be broken
And here I am thinking of all that was spoken
And so responsibility makes slaves of us all
As cowards to our dark desires cause us to fall

I love it in hell 'cos I know I belong
Now that I know I've been here all along.
And nothing can stop me 'cos everything's gone
And no one can hurt me 'cos I know they're all wrong.
I'm trying to hide that I'm broken inside
But my temples are screaming; this pain won't subside.
I'm spiralling down through my own loss of mind.
But this voice in my head that is leading me blind.

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from Nature vs Nurture, released October 26, 2014

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Aescer Huddersfield, UK

Aescer is a north based upcoming artist and producer. Heavily influenced by Tori Amos, Aescer is mainly a pianist writing songs ranging from gentle acoustic piano tones, through acoustic and electric guitar, to incredibly sequenced digital tracks. Though his music is incredibly varies Aescer maintains a continuous style throughout tracks. Lyrically he tackles issues of mental health and sexuality. ... more

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